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Name: shelby
Country: United States
State: Arkansas
Metro: Hot Springs
Birthday: 12/15/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: sports esp. basketball! love it!; boys...older taller boys...; music of all types: rap (ying yang twins,akon, usher, black eyed peas,ciara), oldies(acdc,abba, aerosmith,al green, barry white, bonnie raitt, carly simon,ccr, chicago, deep purple, eagles, elton john, eric clapton, eurythmics, janis joplin, jimi hendrix, prince, micheal jackson,queen, steve miller band, temptations...i could go on an on....) , country(oh please...you dont even wanna get me started the list would go on and on and on), christian( toby mac, thrid day, superchic[k], tait, dc talk, chris rice, audio a, ffh, delerious, fm static, 12 stones, grits, casting crowns, amy grant, big daddy weave, jars of clay..on and on and on.....) you name it i love it; dogs, i have a wennier dog and a chihauhau; traveling to anywheres...down the street or to other countries; talking to people i dont knowl; big time redneck trucks; random things; church, my youth group and my church fam! they are the greatest!!!; drama and sign lan
Expertise: ice cream, advertising, and breakups
Occupation: Student
Industry: Education/Research
Message: message me
Yahoo:  rebelious_angel_15
Member Since:
7/16/2005
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| he is my thoughts in the morning and my dreams at night....
part of me hates that i am this way...the other part keeps hoping.
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| so it realy has been forever since ive been on here...but oh well i really dont think that it matters. so, as always, lets update by a list of completely unordered events:
1. I like a boy, he says hes not looking for a relationship (which is bull bc everyone is) but yet he ACTS like he likes me, so therefore im uber confused.
2. I still think about him from time to time, but in a diffrent light.
3. Yes, everything does happen for a reason.
4. Naps and Redbull get me through the week.
5. Life is beautiful, and so are we.
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| I am waiting for something completely random and ridiculously wonderful to happen...
EDIT: well here's the thing...something completely random and ridiculous did happen, it just lacked the whole "wonderful" part. So today I get this phone call from none other than THE Luke Nathanial Tackett (LNT). Now who is the LNT kid you ask? Luke is this guy who is by far only the most perfect guy for me, well...I believed him to be. I met him over 2 years ago and the boy has been in the back of my head ever since. LNT is a strong Christian. He is a hard worker. He is taller than me and He is a complete sweetheart. LNT is everything that I want in a guy. So why would I be so upset that he called??? Maybe because he called to apologize to me for leading me on. Apparently LNT has had a girlfriend for over a year now (and he apparently loves her with all of his heart too) but yet in all the conversations we have had...the mention of any relationship has never come up. You think that at some point "I'm in love with this girl I've been dating for a year now" would come into play. I was wrong. Horribly wrong.
Now, was I expecting a relationship out of him- no. The first thing we discussed was how we just wanted to be friends for now...key words being FOR NOW....(his words mind you) and naturally I agreed. A relationship was out of the question. We live an hour apart, really don't know each other that well and not to mention this apparent girlfriend he has on the side...yeah that one will get you every time!
So LNT calls me to tell me that he is a.) Sorry for leading me on; b.) An asshole; c.) He has been calling another girl behind my back; and d.) Is in love with this mystery girl. Otay. I can handle that. But here is what I don't understand:
1. How can you "cheat" on a girl you are not dating?
2. What happened to bring this all up?
3. Why would you tell me this on V-Day?
This is the excitement for my V-Day 2007. Hopefully yours made a little bit more sense, and that you got everything you wanted out of it....as for me, well I haven't even had any Chocolate....
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| yes...im aware that none of you comment me anymore...this is fine...i actually like it better this way bc its like you dont read them... ;)
lessons learned this month:
1. A "D" is still passing
2. People change...but remian the same all the while
3. My diet pills really do work, when i take them
4. Dont eat out when you can eat at home
5. Im not a whore, he will not treat me like one
6. I will be an awesome mom
7. My home church family will always be my church family (regardless)
8. Sleep is good
9. Hugs are good
10. My parents are awesome
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| when i go home, your the only thing i see.
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